Wednesday, June 16, 2010

AFS interview

so yesterday i started making my way there from sammy's house at 7.40a.m. and i thought i was late. when i arrived, there was even more latecomers who came later than i am and i was thinking to myself, malaysians are never punctual. which reminds me that "on the way" means i still have a long way to go before i even get out of the house. :]

i practically spent the whole day being influenced to be anti-social, because most of my teammates are so quiet that i feel guilty to even breathe, in case i disrupt the silence. i was one of the last fews to be interviewed and when it came to my turn i was practically shaking non-stop. when i entered the room, i saw two not-so-friendly faces [but it wasnt too bad]. i tried to give them a good impression towards me by greeting them with a smile and asking about their day [not that i care]. i guess they can see my nervousness, but i was too nervous to relax myself. who knew that afs interview questions comprise of nonsensical questions? they were giving me a hard time by asking me questions that are beyond my control, like " what happens if you come back with an american accent?" i was like, how am i supposed to know? i mean, really, how am i supposed to know??

the worse part of the whole interview was this : they asked if i could perform any sabah/sarawakian ethnic tribe dances. they dont expect me to know it, do they? i will have to pick that up sooner if i even get to go, but not during the interview! EPIIIC FAAAIL

i guess there's not much chances of me being picked for the second interview but deep inside me there is still that small flicker of hope. after the whole thing one of the interviewer came up to me and complimented my english. i guess its the only plus point that i have.

i cant wait for august! i dont care if i dont get it, i just want to know the result!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

CONFIRMATION!!



I got up at about 8.1O a.m this morning, mainly because the guests in my house were making a lot of noises, and also because my mom was too anxious that i was gonna be late to church to prepare. when i got there, i didnt see desiree and raymond, because apparently they were hiding behind a pillar for fear of passer-bys ogling at them. when i arrived, i was kinda shocked to see raymond's curly hair. well i thought he had straightened his hair before, but why was it so wavy? anyway, i began working magic to his hair, and the whole straightening process took about roughly 45 mins. imagine the thickness of his hair, minus the sideburn. the front part was the hardest cos the baby hairs were so short. when bishop arrived [i never knew he was so punctual!] i was still doing his hair and he was mortified when he heard the bishop's voice.
the whole process was exactly as rehearsed, except for the part where we need to kneel before "your grace" for the anointment. during rehearsal, i was practically laughing my arse off because bishop JUDE was so funny! but the actual thing didnt require us to kneel face-to-face so it kinda eased my urge to laugh.

now this is the best part : us singing "we are one in your name". everyone of the girls wore a dress, except for me. but i rocked that look even though i was wearing skinnies with my sister's red-laced adidas stan smith sneakers. the singing was as expected, i guess, because i did not ask for anyone's opinion.

after the concluding rite, we were taking pictures with everyone. its not often that you get to wear all white, and the last time we did was when we were nine. i had a dress back then.
cameras were flashing everywhere at the altar, and i too took some pictures on this special occasion. basically it was an experience too precious to be forgotten, especially the preparation for it.

ohh, and as i was writing this, i got a phone call. ohh and guess what? it was mr raymond himself! he was expressing his gratitude towards me by offering to treat me for a meal soon. hmm.. i wonder if that day will ever come.. but it was nice of him to call me personally just to say thank you. that took me by surprise.
later in the evening i had dinner with rainier and the gang, including joshua, the most unlikely person to join us. we ate at crocodile rock, the outermost part of the restaurant cos the whole place was deadly silent. no one made any noise, except for the clinking of the cutlery. i ordered *ehem* bangers and mash [in a bri'ish accent]. it got everyone laughing their heads off. after we filled up our stomachs we made our way to john's condom, just opposite to croc roc. that place's nice if only they have their lights on.. plus the pool looks creepy in conjunction with the dark surrounding. all of us ran to john's house right after rainier and desiree went up to check out the flickering lights. well, they caught up in the end so we ended up messing with john's facebook account instead. coincidentally, raymond was online at the same time so we made john sound gay. it was soo funny and in the end i got about 90+ notifications.. all thanks to the bunch of monkeys spamming my pictures.


Grandparents' Birthdays!

well, last night was fun in the beginning because i get to take lots of pictures and stuff like that but almost at the end things got boring cos i when i tried to play "happy birthday" on guitar i failed. miserably. and so it got my mood down for the rest of my night or so. i was yawning and got bored of taking pictures of everyone, mainly because its either most of the people were drunk or extremely anti-social. when i finally got back home i slept immediately. i just couldn't stop staring at the clone. at all.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

i need to...

get a life. seriously. all i do is just going online... visit random sites, and thats it. my addiction to the net is baaad and i need to get off this thing.