Friday, March 7, 2014

My Friend Ship Sunk.

You have got to be kidding me... don't you just fucking HATE IT WHEN GOOGLE CHROME DECIDES TO SHUT DOWN RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE RANTING ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT. 

Anyway. I was talking about my second semester here in Unimas. So far it's been pretty shitty although my first semester turned out great. Let's talk about my friend, who shall be known as A. We were really close in first semester, and she was the only friend I needed because she said to me that I'd be her friend despite the ever changing friendship dynamics between everyone else. Well okay then, since she was so enthusiastic about it, and dumb me believed her. The moment second semester came, she began acting weird. I don't know man. We sat together in every class last sem, and for the first week we were still sitting together. Come second sem, she began shifting places because "I don't like this lecturer so I will just sit behind". Ok. Whatever. Now I'm entering my fourth week and we never sit together anymore. Last Friday, she even went as far as TWO ROWS DIAGONALLY BEHIND OUR SEAT to avoid me. She wouldn't even speak to me. What the fuck did I do (or not do) to you to be treated this way? 
Fuck this shit man. I don't know. I'm definitely very upset. I'm not clingy or anything but why would you do this to me? 

I have caught her lying to me previously. Both times it regarded going swimming since we always did it together. The first time she lied to me was when I asked her to go swim and she said she was still on her period, so I went with another friend. Guess who I saw at the pool? Yeh. I saw a female dog just floating around at the deep end of the pool. She was surprised to see me, of course. The second time it happened was 3 weeks ago. I asked her to go swim and again, she said she would be expecting her period, so okay. But she went ahead to buy a ton of swimming tickets (without asking me) . And guess what again? She blogged about how she was so satisfied at herself for going swimming more often these days. Fuck that bitch. I don't need such a fake friend, honestly. She makes me so angry at my choice of friend. 

I guess its good that she's avoiding me now, saving me all the hassle of doing so. Thanks a lot. And thanks to you also, that I found an even better friend you will never be.