goodbye, kuantan

i'm currently listening to 'enchanted' by taylor swift and towards the end, the lyrics goes like this : 

please dont be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you...

how much things will change after 6 months? will i be a completely different person when i come back, will i do things i never thot i would, like making a snow angel or going for prom ?

today will be my last day at home in front of my computer desk writing this before i resume the same activity six months later. although i have been wanting this to happen since i was 13, somehow i still am not ready for this life-changing experience. the thot of leaving the nest i've been so comfortably settled in is alien to me. but it's gotta happen someday, raiite ?

i hope you're still the same person after six months. i hope nothing changes our relationship, no matter how far we are from each other. but if the opposite happens, well..

i was enchanted to meet you.

:}

2011 resolutions

the reason why i keep making resolutions even though i might not follow it is because i wanna keep track on my life. i'm forgetful, clumsy and live life in the moment. so hopefully this resolution will keep me from straying away from what i am supposed to do. 

○ never regret my decision to go to USA

○ accept my SPM results with an open heart

○ i should stop getting so pissed off over small matters

○ be more responsible

○ stop procrastinating

i think i wont be able to keep my last resolution this year. oh well, there's always next year.

new year's resolution 2010

well,.. what i have here is a list of resolutions i made last year and let's see how i fare.

○ try to actually DO homework instead of copying them.

   okay, maybe i did do a little homework here and there.. so.. resolution failed.

○ win this year's SIR

   yes, i did it !

○ study really really REALLY hard for SPM

   nope, this did not work out too well.. although i did study really hard the night before. it counts, right ?

○ go for AFS interview

   PASSED ! i'm on my way there, america !

○ enjoy life

   yes, there was definitely a lot of enjoyment in my life especially when all the other kids are studying their asses off. the guilt is hitting me now.

○ get driver's licence

   nope, mom's still not buying the excuse of me sending my brother and sister to school. apparently she doesn't want them to be killed by me.

○ STOP procrastination!

   i'll stop procrastinating tomorrow.

so, there goes my resolution for 2010. what's your verdict ?