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          its amazing how songs have the power to transform your mood.. as for now im listening to 'you and me' by lifehouse, and i just love the acoustic vibes to it. i tried learning it off youtube, but the guitar tutor was really high at the time he made the video.. so i kinda didnt benefit anything from it, and that tutorial wasted a total of 9 minutes off my not-so-long life [not including the loading time] so in total the time is more than that. i watched the tutorial for 'iris' by goo goo dolls too, but that video was more of a cover than a lesson, so he generated more hate comments than like comments. 

         the other day i stumbled across a song i haven't heard in a very long time, and that song is 'collide' by howie day. dont ask me who he is cos i dont know, i only know that particular song. another song of the same genre would be 'smile' and 'wherever you will go' by the calling. somehow the lead vocals for the band looks like a pre-pubescent jesse mccartney.

         guys with guitars are soo appealing, dont you think? but girls in guitars are a different thing altogether..

        another song worth mentioning is 'last kiss' by pearl jam.. that song is actually a sad song, but if you just listen to the tunes you will think that its a song you can bop to, but if you really pay attention to the lyrics it actually tells a story... a story about how he kinda accidentally killed her in an accident.. and how he vows to be good so that he can enter heaven to be with her. man, how can anybody even come up with such lyrics that actually touch people's hearts and stir their emotions? all i can write is stories, i cant write poem or songs.. i just dont have the talent for it. thats why everyone is setting song lyrics as their statuses. ♪♫♪

         

the person i KNOW has become the person i KNEW

its nice when STRANGERS become friends but its sad when friends become STRANGERS

i know you people dont think its such a big deal losing a friend but when friends are all you have.. its a completely different thing.. my friends are my life, next to my family, but sometimes friends can dethrone even family members cos they are the one who truly understands what i go through..

family ties is valuable but friendship is priceless

and it takes an eternity to forget friends that has turn their backs on you

flames to dust...

lovers to friends

why do all good things

come to an end....

an inconvenient truth

liars always fascinates me. its incredible how they can keep the truth hidden in shadows of their own lies, even when being persuaded to be honest. and being able to make up stories that no one believes... well these people need to wake up and stop ensnaring people into their own little tangled webs of ambiguous truths

statistics had proven that in a normal conversation, a person lies about three times, whether you realise it or not. well i think that's still okay taking into consideration that the entire conversation is not completely fake.

perhaps the truth is an inconvenient truth ala Al Gore?

17 again

yet another birthday surprise from my friends today.. they really do know how to do it like professionals! not that im complaining, im just really really glad to have known them and let them to be a part of my life.. kanchana brought a cake for me to school today.. and i have totally no idea whatsoever about it even after the first surprise that happened yesterday! ♥

well the best part of the whole thing is blowing imaginary candles, where she remembered to bring the candles but not the lighters. how brilliant. i just hope that my wishes will still come true even without those flames to blow out along with my wishes

at the end of the whole thing i had cream on my face.. all thanks to jasmine! ♥

so in total i had 2 cakes, and i made 3 wishes

the credits all go out to my friends for the well-planned surprise, and also kanchana's mom for buying me that cake!! ♥

im 17!!

well, today is historic because its my birthday!!

uhmm.. lets see.. the transition from a 16-year-old to a 17-year-old is exactly like how day would change into night. boring, i know, but the thing worth mentioning is that its a special day where people actually remember you exist, and you get to wish for whatever you want! (as for the wishes coming true part, it depends on your luck)

my friends caught me by surprise when they sang me a specially choreographed birthday song, one-of-its-kind in this entire world cos it consists of the Song of Songs!!(my ♥ book in the whole bible).. if youre wondering if i was touched, i was, but if youre wondering if i cried, that would be no, im not that emotional, but i really appreciate what my friends have done for me today... they really made my birthday a memorable one!

and not forgetting i received two cards from 3 friends today... although its worth nothing but it is priceless, and it is their thought of me that matters the most,.. actually, i dont care if there are no gifts or whatsoever,just a simple birthday wish is enough to keep me happy for the rest of the day ♥

i really really love my friends, im sure i cant live without them!

Massacre of the Innocent Frogs

i finally got the chance to sharpen my killing/torturing skills today as we have to dissect frogs for today's experiment. a lot of people brought their own frogs - with meei jin ending up with the biggest and the ugliest frog my eyes have ever seen >_>

it was kinda shocking and i was a little disgusted by it but at the moment when i saw it being cut open with a pair of blunt forceps i was satisfied. really satisfied that a creature like that has been killed. call me a sadist or a masochist or whatever, i dont care ... so you can go screw yourself now

i went over to everyone's table and snapped some pix of their defenceless little frogs that were pinned on all fours on the wax tablet with a fairly huge needle. well those needles can be considered as huge if you were to push it through your flesh!

i brought a roll of thread as melissa and i wanted to stitch back the skin (and hopefully bring the frog back to life and make headlines) but the skin was too elastic and it took me a great deal of energy to just push the needle through. ouch, that must have hurt, taken into consideration that the amphibian is still alive with its small and weak heart still pumping blood all around its disfigured body. how sad.... not

after done playing with it that creature it died on the hands of melissa vincent who pierced the heart with a pair of not-so-sharp tweezers. could you think of a worse way to die? *shakes head*

then i was in charge of the carcass, where i pulled its eyes out from its sockets, cut my way up its groin, de-skinned the whole thing, ripped off its jaws and cracked its skull to reveal a really small brain. oh, and not to forget i detached its limbs from its body and pulled out the tongue so that the frog may never speak of its death to any other frogs at all, be it in heaven or hell.

the end.